Sooo....I've been on a hiatus..sorry about that.

Things are pretty good right now.
I got a raise at work...a good one. I still like working there too....haha..yesterday I pushed carts all day...if I got paid for pushing carts it would actually be a raise...they asked me to be the "guest attendant" (cart pusher) but I'm small.
School is good I guess...I'm not diggin this archaeology class....get it....diggin..ha..im a dork. Even though I hate that class..I think I'm doing pretty good....just wrote a paper for it. My business class is crazy..the guy has yet to talk about business. Psychology is good...I take roll....so I get insane bonus points. Work Experience is lame...but hey..if I have to get up at 6 in the morning for a class..I guess it's good thats its not a challenging one. 
I've been waking up super early every day...so I can run....it makes me feel really good. and healthy. my legs are a bit sore...but...oh well.
I have work in an hour...its labor day....meaning time and a half..plus 8 hours...meaning lots o money for me.

Peace out homies. lol.

so....i need xanga....myspace is cool...i think i can handle two.

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Guys are stupid.
Why can't they just tell the truth?
Why can't they just make up their mind?
I guess it's best to not rush them.
Thinking about becoming a feminist. jk not really...i need boys. ok well not need but like them being around.

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I'm gonna start running...with a trainer....who happens to be my friend...he says hes gonna have me running three miles in no time. Without panting. "Yes!"

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I saw "War of the Worlds" tonight with Alyssa and another friend....it was really good...I like hanging out with new people.....its fun...but of course there is the safety of hanging out with people who know so much about you...who aren't gonna reject you.....Now I'm just rambling...yeah....it was a good movie.

So I'm 19...which is no different feeling than 17....13...or...5. Only the things happening are different...this years get together was drastically different though very similar to last years....I cried last year...this time I didn't....no need to.     Working on my birthday wasn't so bad...I heard the "Happy Birthday" song about twenty different times in my 6 hour shift. I went to Outback and devoured my shrimp...I saw "bewitched"...it had a song that made me almost cry on my birthday.    I keep having memories pop into my head....I keep thinking "if only"...and then I see how things are now...I'm happy.

I want an Ipod....after playing with Isaac's awesome one....I need one...a pink one. I've downloaded like 100 songs in the past two days....an Ipod would be great.

ok work time.